Up against a wall
I bear the weight of you
grip your throat and
press your head back
I throw you down
I wait for you to
cock your neck back
to hold your breath
I wait for you to giggle
but you don't this time
this time
we time it right
this time
you collapse
and hold me
and I notice only later
where we've cut eachother
how we bleed together
while we fall asleep.